doctors, deals, difficult, decisions, do dare dinda!

"good doctors are good team players, because health care is complex, and nobody knows everything, and nobody knows how to relate to every patient and his or her unique needs." - oxford handbook clinical medicine.

there are rules that stated there tentang good team players:

1) all members are valuable, no one is replacable

2) each member is responsible for everything (including for the group's malfunctions)

3) every members needs encouragement!

thanks untuk daarwin yang bilang:

"kamu will be a doc, dinda, you gotta deal with it."

ketika gw merasa sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat takut untuk nge-PE pasien Steven Johnson Syndrome yang nangis mulu kesakitan, yang bikin gw pengen nangis, yang bikin gw ngerasa bahwa dokter itu cuma menambah penderitaan dia, karena physical exam yg kita lakuin itu cuma bikin dia suffers more.

thanks to valen yang being such a good ko as yang selalu nurutin perintah residen, play inside rules, never break the lines. her presence limits my ignorance, ketika gw merasa masa bodoh sama undefine life called co-as.

thanks to the patients yang so cooperative dan lucu dan bawel. they makes doctors feels happy, their expression stated that doctors are the helpers. thanks to the patients yang nangis mulu, yang even to breath they need to struggle, because they somehow alarmed us that still, we arent God who's curing.