Dec 29, 2024
"Well, if you know how to read, why are you just a sheperd?"
The boy mumbled an answer that allowed him to avoid responding to her question.
I was her. Wondering why people choose their path even if they have much more other potential they can exploit out of themselves.
I didnt understand at the time that it is their true calling. Their role in this world as the warrior.
Dec 24, 2024. 1734.
XDR tuberculosis. Not your every day cesarean section.
Plus
Wrecked right lung lobus.
And pulmonary hypertension.
Started the surgery with 60ish/40ish mmHg.
CSgasm.
Full protection, N95, covid-style apparels.
Shower after the ops.
It felt like an injection of happy hormone.
I hope the mother survive the ICU.
Nov 29, 2024. 0822 hrs
Posted dec 6.
10 weeks pregnant and i cannot stand people.
Never occur to me the word apa kabar could be obnoxious.
And i ignored phonecalls.
Since uh when?
I skipped hospital like i skipped school. It seemed im a sophomore all over.
And i sleep too much. Before work, in between patient, while waiting for anesthesiologist to sedate patients. In the parking lot.
