the BEST surgery with the BEST gyne-oncologist

 

29/9/2021

 

this has been the BEST surgery ever.

at first we started with slow music. but the disease says no. 

with 5000 cc hemorrhage. not a good thing, but its inevitable.

low BP with vascon, but its all under control.

after things slowed down we turn off the light. only operating light source on.

techno music.

 

this is dr. Tri. He is like Mr. Galvas. 

 

ga bisa sih, i am so attracted to operating theatre.

i am so in love. 

i thought this is only a cinta monyet. but i realized, i love operating theatre since i knew it.

i remember how gracefully PPDS Bedah di RSHS  mengibarkan duk sebelum operasi. start from there.

then kamar operasi di Sentot Patrol entah kenapa among others, i like to stay for hours. doing whatever they need me to do.

setelah itu, after my head is clear from outside negative vibes, i discover that i love everyday of it. and i always feel the romance and start writing.

and this teacher in front of me, is the model i look for after all these years struggling with PPDSlyfe.

i adore this person as a surgeon. too bad i didnt get enough chance to know him better personally.

see you again at your best health, Dok, thank you for all the lessons. 

we will keep you in our prayers.

dr. Tri deserves a post

"Attractive people are the big winners of the natural selection. They tend to enjoy better success in find mates, earn more money, and get better jobs."

but, some take it shallow. like me i take it shallow. i like beautiful people, the appearance. 

 

but that doesnt apply in operating theatre. 

it seemed we dont really care how you look since we scrub in and put our mask on al the time. i can see smiley eyes, or people banter and joking around, or whistling their favorite song.

all we know, are we clumsy? do we cut meticulously? did we succeed to stop the bleeding? do we make enough preparation before knife?

its now my romance. the operating theatre vibes in and the beating of the monitor energizes me  somehow. a feeling that i cannot express. i didnt get it when i swim through amniotic fluid seeing the baby by ultrasound.

and this dr. Tri, the calmest, the most controlling operator i have ever met. full of strategy and down to earth. less talk, perform more, very charismatic. he showed me how to act in operating table to be a surgeon, not only an obgyn. no wasted movement. 

he is small in talk, little correction he ever mentioned, works at any convenience. but i wish i did good in assisting.