the BEST surgery with the BEST gyne-oncologist

 

29/9/2021

 

this has been the BEST surgery ever.

at first we started with slow music. but the disease says no. 

with 5000 cc hemorrhage. not a good thing, but its inevitable.

low BP with vascon, but its all under control.

after things slowed down we turn off the light. only operating light source on.

techno music.

 

this is dr. Tri. He is like Mr. Galvas. 

 

ga bisa sih, i am so attracted to operating theatre.

i am so in love. 

i thought this is only a cinta monyet. but i realized, i love operating theatre since i knew it.

i remember how gracefully PPDS Bedah di RSHS  mengibarkan duk sebelum operasi. start from there.

then kamar operasi di Sentot Patrol entah kenapa among others, i like to stay for hours. doing whatever they need me to do.

setelah itu, after my head is clear from outside negative vibes, i discover that i love everyday of it. and i always feel the romance and start writing.

and this teacher in front of me, is the model i look for after all these years struggling with PPDSlyfe.

i adore this person as a surgeon. too bad i didnt get enough chance to know him better personally.

see you again at your best health, Dok, thank you for all the lessons. 

we will keep you in our prayers.

dr. Tri deserves a post

"Attractive people are the big winners of the natural selection. They tend to enjoy better success in find mates, earn more money, and get better jobs."

but, some take it shallow. like me i take it shallow. i like beautiful people, the appearance. 

 

but that doesnt apply in operating theatre. 

it seemed we dont really care how you look since we scrub in and put our mask on al the time. i can see smiley eyes, or people banter and joking around, or whistling their favorite song.

all we know, are we clumsy? do we cut meticulously? did we succeed to stop the bleeding? do we make enough preparation before knife?

its now my romance. the operating theatre vibes in and the beating of the monitor energizes me  somehow. a feeling that i cannot express. i didnt get it when i swim through amniotic fluid seeing the baby by ultrasound.

and this dr. Tri, the calmest, the most controlling operator i have ever met. full of strategy and down to earth. less talk, perform more, very charismatic. he showed me how to act in operating table to be a surgeon, not only an obgyn. no wasted movement. 

he is small in talk, little correction he ever mentioned, works at any convenience. but i wish i did good in assisting.

 

 

Bloody Uterine Rupture and Bloody OT Work.

 

No one judge the decision of a surgeon. 

No one understand the situation other than the operator behind the wheel. 

 thats the story of one fine day

 

another story of percreta placentae.

5300 cc, BP dropped to 37/17 mmHg. Bladder was dissected wide open, just to stop the blood fountain.

Kocher forceps and any other instruments just didnt work to stop heavily bleeding. 

we used our own pinch. 

 

its more heavy than menstruation day 1. 

the mom and baby were healthy now. plan to be discharged with 2 weeks bladder catheter. 

i like i enjoy i am fortunate to choose this field.

i feel energized.

i turn myself to the chief i wanted, not the chief they told me to

 

 

Rather a mellifluous teamwork are not the willingness of one or two, its not a fruit of command but proper reaction toward whatever stimulus given to every persona. The melting pot of adrenaline rush, humble tolerance, spiking tone of desperation, and consideration to win peoples heart.

Its our media to tune ourselves to others story. Be a part of their pages, even only 2 pages of their hundreds. One's sacrifice saves all when all try to save someone's someone.

The story to outgrow ourselves.
Thanks @hpthar for balancing my attitude
Thanks @deniswari28 @nurul.ilma for the next level of friendship and annoyance
Thanks @nesy_fatahan for learning about your patient and about yourself
Thanks @aruanlewis for completing and patching the hollow
Thanks @nnahdys see you in a couple days ! ❤