jan 21, 2013. 0437
today is my 1st of jan. when i can start all over to reset the mood, forgetting the pain of being nothing.
its always nice to start something new, its like love for the first time,it will all make sense.
new blue front for sure :)
days arent meant for only to be passed without virtues to learn, without lesson to seize.
days are supposed to be tasty!
bye surgery. welcome anesthesiology.. may you diminish the pain and anxiety.
feel the propofol through your veins.
pulmonary embolism
bosen bgt ya kalo ngomongin bosen mulu :)
nikmatin aja. koas bakal berakhir kok.
if my life resembles a print out of electrocardiography, the line shows pulmonary embolism, which the Q is deep in lead I, and there is inverted T in lead III.
oh iya, fotonya dapet dr timelinenya teh nada. i miss her..
thank you 2012,
selamat datang 2013 :)
may the universe supports us.
i spent my new year's eve di IGD bedah RSHS, which was a good thing.
then we went away from real life.
udah gw bilang banyak hal yang akan berubah dalam waktu 1 tahun. termasuk hati, dind. termasuk hati. kalo boleh plagiat dari coldplay, 2012 i was tired and underprepared. now i crossed the line, i was scared, and there are lines i couldnt change anymore. dear God, jangan jadikan ini suatu penyesalan, jadikan ini suatu pembelajaran.
i have chose which way to go. jangan belokkan ya Allah. saya tidak mau kembali.
selamat datang 2013 :)
may the universe supports us.
i spent my new year's eve di IGD bedah RSHS, which was a good thing.
then we went away from real life.
udah gw bilang banyak hal yang akan berubah dalam waktu 1 tahun. termasuk hati, dind. termasuk hati. kalo boleh plagiat dari coldplay, 2012 i was tired and underprepared. now i crossed the line, i was scared, and there are lines i couldnt change anymore. dear God, jangan jadikan ini suatu penyesalan, jadikan ini suatu pembelajaran.
i have chose which way to go. jangan belokkan ya Allah. saya tidak mau kembali.
mengais pahala
"jika engkau bersabar, takdir akan terus berjalan dan engkau mendapatkan pahala. sedangkan, jika engkau menggerutu takdirpun akan terus berjalan pula dan engkau tetap harus menjalaninya." Ali bin Abi Thalib.
udah terlalu banyak gerutuan hasil dealing dengan aura negatif di rumah sakit. seandainya umur gw panjang, besok gw juga tetep harus ke rs. dan begitu juga selanjutnya dan selanjutnya. seandainya tomorrow doesnt start or end well, at least gw sudah berusaha mengais pahala. semoga pahala kita melebihi dosa.
semoga dapet surga. aamiin.
udah terlalu banyak gerutuan hasil dealing dengan aura negatif di rumah sakit. seandainya umur gw panjang, besok gw juga tetep harus ke rs. dan begitu juga selanjutnya dan selanjutnya. seandainya tomorrow doesnt start or end well, at least gw sudah berusaha mengais pahala. semoga pahala kita melebihi dosa.
semoga dapet surga. aamiin.
jatuh cinta
fahrani: gw tau kenapa disebut "jatuh cinta," because it hurts.
nikmati aja, nothing lasts forever.
nikmati aja, nothing lasts forever.
reshuffle.
nov 11, 12. 2008 hrs.
lesson #1 for today: dont expect. because in the end, what you get in return will never enough.
lesson #2: remember what mrs. dawson said? "distance always makes hearts grow fonder." lesson #3: every beginning has an end. so, dont worry, thats the way it is.
lesson #4: sometimes, there are things you didnt mean to say is said, things you planned to say still be kept as plan. thats why life is so enigmatic. enjoy.
lesson #5: even though you got the lesson, it is still not that easy to be that positive, that grateful, that good. thats okay to practice, there will be cases to face up, chances to get some skills in being a good empty cup. to filter and seize ONLY the bright side.
i dont wanna be someone who walks away so easily
our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts, we got a lot at stake
i just need to learn what i got, and what im not, and who i am
- i wont give up
lesson #1 for today: dont expect. because in the end, what you get in return will never enough.
lesson #2: remember what mrs. dawson said? "distance always makes hearts grow fonder." lesson #3: every beginning has an end. so, dont worry, thats the way it is.
lesson #4: sometimes, there are things you didnt mean to say is said, things you planned to say still be kept as plan. thats why life is so enigmatic. enjoy.
lesson #5: even though you got the lesson, it is still not that easy to be that positive, that grateful, that good. thats okay to practice, there will be cases to face up, chances to get some skills in being a good empty cup. to filter and seize ONLY the bright side.
i dont wanna be someone who walks away so easily
our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts, we got a lot at stake
i just need to learn what i got, and what im not, and who i am
- i wont give up
menikmati 'sekarang'
nov 5, 2012. 2207
manusia itu sebaik-baiknya makhluk pembelajar. tapi ga semuanya mau belajar.
kalaupun mau, seriously, implementing the theories itu sama susahnya sama establishing the correct theories.
rumah sakit itu gudangnya pelajaran yang menohok hati, yang penuh tamparan2 implisit. dan eksplisit.
yang bisa dibilang, bodoh banget kalo dokter2 itu ga belajar menikmati, menghargai, mensyukuri hidup,
while we're dealing with births and deaths.
since we have a lil chance to live a 100 years, and it is too silly to live over our 15. we only got the chance to live our present.
banyaknya kejadian yang ngebuat gw ngerti bahwa tomorrow may not come, somehow gave me some boosts to take risk of failure. walaupun gw ga tau, in the end, i will either be able to take lesson atau justru terperangkap and i may have no hands to pull.
i may be scared of my own steps, although it is my own decision,
tapi ga ada jalan kembali.
seandainya jatuh, mau ga mau harus berdiri.
though, may God forbid.
whatever we think whats best for us, that might not.
tapi, itu gunanya doa bukan?
manusia itu sebaik-baiknya makhluk pembelajar. tapi ga semuanya mau belajar.
kalaupun mau, seriously, implementing the theories itu sama susahnya sama establishing the correct theories.
rumah sakit itu gudangnya pelajaran yang menohok hati, yang penuh tamparan2 implisit. dan eksplisit.
yang bisa dibilang, bodoh banget kalo dokter2 itu ga belajar menikmati, menghargai, mensyukuri hidup,
while we're dealing with births and deaths.
since we have a lil chance to live a 100 years, and it is too silly to live over our 15. we only got the chance to live our present.
banyaknya kejadian yang ngebuat gw ngerti bahwa tomorrow may not come, somehow gave me some boosts to take risk of failure. walaupun gw ga tau, in the end, i will either be able to take lesson atau justru terperangkap and i may have no hands to pull.
i may be scared of my own steps, although it is my own decision,
tapi ga ada jalan kembali.
seandainya jatuh, mau ga mau harus berdiri.
though, may God forbid.
whatever we think whats best for us, that might not.
tapi, itu gunanya doa bukan?
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