Jul 19, 14.
Ketika fungsi luhur gagal, tidak ada syukur, dan tidak waras. Tanda manusia mulai kehilangan tuhannya. Deteriorasi.
Itu mungkin saya.
Katanya tuhan memberi ampunan. Mungkin ke saya juga. Gracias a dios.
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Sugardrunk
June 29, 2014. 2335
Can't sleep. Too much sugar from cesarean sections, curettage, and craniotomy.
The pace, the blood. Its... epic. Heroic. Dignified.
Too bad if I awarely waste the chances to pursue intellegence. Less sleep, more courage to break the habits.
Low profile, I'm there to learn. Not to prove.
May the 'hang over' stays. Dear soul, don't let me step on my own tounge. Dear Allah, thanks for the proof, guide me guide me, broaden my guts so I can act. Do not let me linger on words only.
Berkah Ramadhan :)
May Allah bless dr. Sis, Sp.OG, dr. Eka, Sp.BS, and ofcourse, the generous minded mas fajri.
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Can't sleep. Too much sugar from cesarean sections, curettage, and craniotomy.
The pace, the blood. Its... epic. Heroic. Dignified.
Too bad if I awarely waste the chances to pursue intellegence. Less sleep, more courage to break the habits.
Low profile, I'm there to learn. Not to prove.
May the 'hang over' stays. Dear soul, don't let me step on my own tounge. Dear Allah, thanks for the proof, guide me guide me, broaden my guts so I can act. Do not let me linger on words only.
Berkah Ramadhan :)
May Allah bless dr. Sis, Sp.OG, dr. Eka, Sp.BS, and ofcourse, the generous minded mas fajri.
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GR
100614 1919
Kegeeran is not about failure after putting your hopes up. Its about enjoying the possibilities.
Its one cure of boredom.
Hello goodbye
June 3, 2014 hrs
Meet rizki. Anak umur 6 th, ganteng, putih, terpelajar. Beda ama pasien2 lainnya yg biasanya kulitnya cokelat, rambutnya merah ditempa matahari indramayu.
Berhasil making good relationship with him. Berhasil bikin dia making promise not to makan sembarangan, minum yg manis2 n ga sehat lagi kalo nanti udah sembuh. Pinky promise.
Berhasil conviced the family to have the bravery to decide that the baby should be operated today. Cito. Emergency. diffuse peritonitis ec susp appendicitis perforasi. instead of having 5 hrs driving with that life threatening condition to have surgery di santosa, bandung.
Passed away 4 hours after the laparotomy.
Even i cant let go.
Semoga senang ya rizki disana.. semoga ayah ibumu diberi kesabaran.
Declaration of death
May 31, 1915 hrs.
#1
I was supposed to be thrilled, empathic, nervous. For my first, declaring, breaking bad news to the family didnt make me agitated.
#2
I told one patient about he has a possibility of having hiv/aids. Between telling brutal truth or hope, i chose brutal truth.
Cara melembutkan hati adalah shalat malam. Its been....
May Allah forgive
11/12
May 29, 2014
Ngeliat edisi embracing buton-nya fulki, i run out of my fingers if mind wont stop do life mathematical comparison.
Its my year and thats fulkis year.
Di tengah sahara indramayu kaya gini, gw lebih closely in touch with trucks n buses while fulki with her ocean yacht (lebay sih kalo dibilang yacht, tp di mata gw yg penuh jealousy, all those trips seemed heavenly joyful, as in trip with a yacht).
Okay. okay, lets list up targets:
1. Invitations. Dengan jarak sgini, one thing i can be helpful adalah dengan nyicil nama teman2 dan alamat mereka. Biar ga repot di akhir for the upcoming event.
2. Beli timbangan. No need to mention, but ofcourse i have target! *yosh
3. Be supportive ke mas irsyad. He's been dealing with parents, work, parents again, jakarta-bandung. So i need to reduce ego and all the whinings. -_-. I had been a good selfishless, haha, used to be.
4. Nonton bioskop di cirebon, culinary di indramayu, minum es kelapa di laut, naik kapal di laut jawa, ke pulau biawak, so far thats all i can think of.
5. Ikut operasi dokter eka lagi :")
6. Jd asisten 1 op sc.
7. Khatam al quran sebelum akad.
8. Hafal arrahman.
9. Pake sunblock tiap hari! Jgn malas!
10. Dont take life too seriouslylah. Dont forget to enjoy.
I put aside idealism for a while ya. I wanna blog to relax.
i am 25 and engaged.
May 29, 2014
It feels like series of good stories written for me.
I dont wanna write about him because i expect to understand beyond words. I wanna write along with him. to fill each other's blanks. To construct the most optimal out of us. Doubling, multiplying the power to create what is greater than oneself can conduct.
May Allah ease us, may Allah permit us to proceed.
May we never losing ourselves in the process of loving.
It feels like series of good stories written for me.
I dont wanna write about him because i expect to understand beyond words. I wanna write along with him. to fill each other's blanks. To construct the most optimal out of us. Doubling, multiplying the power to create what is greater than oneself can conduct.
May Allah ease us, may Allah permit us to proceed.
May we never losing ourselves in the process of loving.
hope
Jan 24 2014, 0020 hrs
If the only choice left are the brutal truth or hope. Choose hope.
-chase
If the only choice left are the brutal truth or hope. Choose hope.
-chase
if its only words.
Jan 5, 2014. 2224 hrs
"We are born for cooperation, as are the feet, the hands, the eyelids, the upper and lower jaws" - marcus aurelius.
There are soooo much we can tell from the frown, from the gesture of rubbing hands, the clenched fists, the touchings, the tap, the position of the feet, etc..
There are so much i lose from only reading word without gestures.
"We are born for cooperation, as are the feet, the hands, the eyelids, the upper and lower jaws" - marcus aurelius.
There are soooo much we can tell from the frown, from the gesture of rubbing hands, the clenched fists, the touchings, the tap, the position of the feet, etc..
There are so much i lose from only reading word without gestures.
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