Jan 24 2014, 0020 hrs
If the only choice left are the brutal truth or hope. Choose hope.
-chase
if its only words.
Jan 5, 2014. 2224 hrs
"We are born for cooperation, as are the feet, the hands, the eyelids, the upper and lower jaws" - marcus aurelius.
There are soooo much we can tell from the frown, from the gesture of rubbing hands, the clenched fists, the touchings, the tap, the position of the feet, etc..
There are so much i lose from only reading word without gestures.
"We are born for cooperation, as are the feet, the hands, the eyelids, the upper and lower jaws" - marcus aurelius.
There are soooo much we can tell from the frown, from the gesture of rubbing hands, the clenched fists, the touchings, the tap, the position of the feet, etc..
There are so much i lose from only reading word without gestures.
all glory is fleeting
Jan 23, 2014 0344 hrs
All glory is fleeting. Theres nothing permanent and absolut. Whats meant to start, will start. That will pass or fade away. Whats end, will be.
It always feels good realizing the "been there."
Theres always a little something on goodbyes which eventually lead to a start. Phase of new anticipations, expectations. The elevation.
To my dearest Irsyad and his patience.
All glory is fleeting. Theres nothing permanent and absolut. Whats meant to start, will start. That will pass or fade away. Whats end, will be.
It always feels good realizing the "been there."
Theres always a little something on goodbyes which eventually lead to a start. Phase of new anticipations, expectations. The elevation.
To my dearest Irsyad and his patience.
button up! its 2014 :)
Jan 2, 2014. 1327 hrs
I recall that one has to stop for a while, weighing options and eventually decide along with the unevitable consequences.
For some months of pause, i am now a MD. I chose to postpone entering the health service field and now teach.
Very yesterday, my brother-in-law (who i had been long to have) said," one who can do, do. One who cant do, teach. One who cant teach, teach PE." Funny saying from singapore. But then i introspect, the possibility of the rightness of that sentence. I dont want to conclude.
During my 'meditation' (the chosen diction to excuse my unupdated blog) somewhat evaluate that stop writing lowers my threshold of patience, and aggregates my aggresivity and been absorbed in huge romance. No guilty for what changed. Im happy anyway.
So, last resume of 2013: i finished my med school (for real now). I teach, which was i find very fun and meaningful, madly in love, get my life back from pieces (koas).
I like how my 2013 ended. It went well despite of the downs.
La vie, herdinda! Thanks to You, dear God.
I recall that one has to stop for a while, weighing options and eventually decide along with the unevitable consequences.
For some months of pause, i am now a MD. I chose to postpone entering the health service field and now teach.
Very yesterday, my brother-in-law (who i had been long to have) said," one who can do, do. One who cant do, teach. One who cant teach, teach PE." Funny saying from singapore. But then i introspect, the possibility of the rightness of that sentence. I dont want to conclude.
During my 'meditation' (the chosen diction to excuse my unupdated blog) somewhat evaluate that stop writing lowers my threshold of patience, and aggregates my aggresivity and been absorbed in huge romance. No guilty for what changed. Im happy anyway.
So, last resume of 2013: i finished my med school (for real now). I teach, which was i find very fun and meaningful, madly in love, get my life back from pieces (koas).
I like how my 2013 ended. It went well despite of the downs.
La vie, herdinda! Thanks to You, dear God.
on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve..
august 19, 2013 1006 hrs
5 days to UKDI and agitated aura comes.
dear Allah, please forgive me for forgetting.
"Have you seen those who takes his own lust as his god? And Allah, knowing him as such, left him astray, and sealed his hearing and his heart, and put a cover on his sight. Who then will guide him Allah? Will you not then remember?" (QS 45: 23)
but then,
"Verily, those who say: 'Our Lord is Allah.' and thereafter stand firm and straight on the Path, on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve." (QS 46:13)
May Allah forgive.
5 days to UKDI and agitated aura comes.
dear Allah, please forgive me for forgetting.
"Have you seen those who takes his own lust as his god? And Allah, knowing him as such, left him astray, and sealed his hearing and his heart, and put a cover on his sight. Who then will guide him Allah? Will you not then remember?" (QS 45: 23)
but then,
"Verily, those who say: 'Our Lord is Allah.' and thereafter stand firm and straight on the Path, on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve." (QS 46:13)
May Allah forgive.
wedding band
July 29, 2013. 1846
Allah itu sudah menentukan kita berjodoh dengan siapa kan?
Iya.
then fear nothing, stop worrying.
but then we gotta understand that jatuh cinta dan jodoh are two different things.
so stop falling for people unless s/he's marrying you.
set a meeting for parents of two persons doesnt make that they are jodoh. they might be only expanding networking.
but if they do meant to be together, they'll end up together. with or without considerations.
Allah itu sudah menentukan kita berjodoh dengan siapa kan?
Iya.
then fear nothing, stop worrying.
but then we gotta understand that jatuh cinta dan jodoh are two different things.
so stop falling for people unless s/he's marrying you.
set a meeting for parents of two persons doesnt make that they are jodoh. they might be only expanding networking.
but if they do meant to be together, they'll end up together. with or without considerations.
dear us, 2008.
dear 2008,
at the end of the day,
remember the days when we were close to the edge and we wonder how we made it through the night,
the end of the day,
remember the way we stayed so close till the end,
we'll remember, it was me and you
inget jaman skripsi? jaman segala serba dadakan, those has passed. UKDI too shall pass.
we will never know how strong we are,until being strong is the only choice we have.
we proceed, dek koas.
perjalanan masih panjang, selalu ada yang kelam, selalu ada yang bahagia :)
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