scenery yg paling gw suka hari ini adalah ketika aji duduk sambil berusaha nutupin livy yg lagi tidur post jaga supaya ga keliatan ama si prof.

its reasonably an ideal kindness.

dulu mereka sebegitu mesranya

sekarang sebegitu murkanya.

kasihan mereka yang saling mengutuki atas nama cinta

you give love a bad name, kata jon bonjovi

cinta itu ga pantas untuk sekedar dicoba-coba (sepertinya)

jaga hati  dulu. 

anggap saja mengakumulasi berkah dan pahala sabar.

#eksplisit. 

Rasulullah bersabda: ada 4 YANG dirindukan syurga.
1. Yang senantiasa membaca Al-Qur'an
2. Yang menjaga lidahnya
3. Yang memberi makan org yg kelaparan
4. Yang BERPUASA PADA BULAN RAMADHAN

enough with the self control 

GET A LIFE.

1 hari

tanpa bb,
hanya uang 50 tibu, kamera, pakaian seadanya

tentu saja, tanpa pr dan manusia riweuh selain diri gw sendiri

we're not living the past

all i see are

the snow,
the same moon we're seeing,
the guitar,
the effort to learn and take lessons in every word we're saying
to understand our own selves
and no one else.

all i see are

the struggle of keeping ourselves from danger
from the unpredictable future
a reality that it was future we were thinking

all i see are

iron and fire
the strength to cover each other mistakes
the incapability in appreciating
though indeed it wasnt exactly like it said

all i see are

the past
a called for whats been missing and wont be replayed.


zaman dulu zaman indah. tapi ia sudah mati. -bung karno

pnyuluhan selesai. tinggal sidang kamis besok.

i almost forget that perfection is always under construction.

dear memorable cinambo..

Medicine is not just a profession, a qualification
for earning a good income. 
It is a vocation, a calling which involves
dedication to the job of healing the sick and caring for them. 


-Dr. Mahathir Mohamad

dipupuk.

tampaknya,

cinta itu sesuatu yang ditumbuhkan, yang dipupuk
bukan sesuatu yang dateng, udah cantik, udah bagus

mungkin udah saatnya gw harus mulai 
mempelajari kebaikan satu manusia ciptaan Tuhan
yang sifatnya jadi alasan bertahan dan berkembang




dear you, arrogant. 
kalo dipikir2, posting ini rada kurang fisiologis untuk dijadikan postingan blog.
tapi emang bener, mau digimanain juga, 
something needs to be taken seriously
and i think i will start now.
this posting, probably is more like a celebration for, finally, the guts.

"do you feel tired?"

she told me, "all the time. i always think i need to take a break. take a break from myself."

"what do you wanna do?"

"something fun i guess. yet, i dont know whats fun for me."

neither do i.

i started the conversation, then i amazed. she told me she never spoke to anyone.

again,

i was listening to her and it felt like i was reading my own blog.


it was her though, who feels tired.