Nov 10, 2024
Somewhere above the sky of java island.
Im just gonna give my life updates. So if u read this, you are somewhat the first to know.
Nov 1 i celebrated my 10th years wedding anniversary. Which i am very proud of it. Imagine when i was in preliminary exam for entering OBGYN residency. One of the examiner who was my kepala departemen gave me this question:
Liat contoh perempuan2 obgin disini. Kamu ga takut cerai/selingkuh? Gimana suami anak kamu ditinggal lama selama kamu di RS?
I answered, affair happened pretty much everywhere. Bukan obgin aja. That happened when the integrity bw husband and wife is lost (And that integrity is being tested when you are alone between you and God eyes only). That integrity, diajarin di rumah. Dont make obgyn as an excuse.
So, my 10th years together with mas irsyad was my achievement. Our achievement.
Nov 2, my pregnancy test was positive. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 after 5 years waiting and we conceive spontaneously. The prayers that i thought was only there sitting in the corner has been answered <3
I really like Allahs timing. July i finished hajj been praying for pregnancy and i believed Allah will just as easy to grant it. Just like my:
1. GMC story
2. Mercedes benz story
3. Madinah Jeddah superfast train story
4. Bakso and bala-bala story.
August ive been taking care of people who i squeezed forcefully into my plate yet full-heartedly but finally drifted away. And come the time wishing i could take care someone who really belongs to me. And ta da! Someone inside my belly!
I am in my profound gratitude to the Most Merciful..
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