hope

Jan 24 2014, 0020 hrs

If the only choice left are the brutal truth or hope. Choose hope.
-chase

if its only words.

Jan 5, 2014. 2224 hrs

"We are born for cooperation, as are the feet, the hands, the eyelids, the upper and lower jaws" - marcus aurelius.

There are soooo much we can tell from the frown, from the gesture of rubbing hands, the clenched fists, the touchings, the tap, the position of the feet, etc..

There are so much i lose from only reading word without gestures.


all glory is fleeting

Jan 23, 2014 0344 hrs

All glory is fleeting. Theres nothing permanent and absolut. Whats meant to start, will start. That will pass or fade away. Whats end, will be.

It always feels good realizing the "been there."

Theres always a little something on goodbyes which eventually lead to a start. Phase of new anticipations, expectations. The elevation.

To my dearest Irsyad and his patience.






Jan 4, 2014 1428 hrs

Happy is when u dont wanna be someone else, dont wanna be somewhere else, what u have just feels right.






button up! its 2014 :)

Jan 2, 2014. 1327 hrs

I recall that one has to stop for a while, weighing options and eventually decide along with the unevitable consequences.

For some months of pause, i am now a MD. I chose to postpone entering the health service field and now teach.
Very yesterday, my brother-in-law (who i had been long to have) said," one who can do, do. One who cant do, teach. One who cant teach, teach PE." Funny saying from singapore. But then i introspect, the possibility of the rightness of that sentence. I dont want to conclude.

During my 'meditation' (the chosen diction to excuse my unupdated blog) somewhat evaluate that stop writing lowers my threshold of patience, and aggregates my aggresivity and been absorbed in huge romance. No guilty for what changed. Im happy anyway.

So, last resume of 2013: i finished my med school (for real now). I teach, which was i find very fun and meaningful, madly in love, get my life back from pieces (koas).

I like how my 2013 ended. It went well despite of the downs.

La vie, herdinda! Thanks to You, dear God.