on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve..

august 19, 2013 1006 hrs

5 days to UKDI and agitated aura comes.
dear Allah, please forgive me for forgetting.

"Have you seen those who takes his own lust as his god? And Allah, knowing him as such, left him astray, and sealed his hearing and his heart, and put a cover on his sight. Who then will guide him Allah? Will you not then remember?" (QS 45: 23)

but then,

"Verily, those who say: 'Our Lord is Allah.' and thereafter stand firm and straight on the Path, on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve." (QS 46:13)

May Allah forgive.

Rumi once said, dont stop falling in love, because once it ruined, lesson are under the crap.

wedding band

July 29, 2013. 1846

Allah itu sudah menentukan kita berjodoh dengan siapa kan?

Iya.

then fear nothing, stop worrying.
but then we gotta understand that jatuh cinta dan jodoh are two different things.

so stop falling for people unless s/he's marrying you.

set a meeting for parents of two persons doesnt make that they are jodoh. they might be only expanding networking.

but if they do meant to be together, they'll end up together. with or without considerations.

ya Allah, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau memberi petunjuk kepada Kami. Karuniakanlah kami rahmat dari sisi-Mu, karena sesungguhnya Engkaulah Maha Pemberi.


ampunilah saya dan dia. 



dear us, 2008.


dear 2008, 

at the end of the day,
remember the days when we were close to the edge and we wonder how we made it through the night,
the end of the day,
remember the way we stayed so close till the end,
we'll remember, it was me and you


inget jaman skripsi? jaman segala serba dadakan, those has passed. UKDI too shall pass.

we will never know how strong we are,until being strong is the only choice we have.

we proceed, dek koas.
perjalanan masih panjang, selalu ada yang kelam, selalu ada yang bahagia :)