puncak rindu paling dahsyat adalah ketika dua orang tidak saling berhubungan tapi diam-diam saling mendoakan.

-sudjiwo tedjo.

do not elaborate.

reshuffle.

nov 11, 12. 2008 hrs.

lesson #1 for today: dont expect. because in the end, what you get in return will never enough.

lesson #2: remember what mrs. dawson said? "distance always makes hearts grow fonder." lesson #3: every beginning has an end. so, dont worry, thats the way it is.

lesson #4: sometimes, there are things you didnt mean to say is said, things you planned to say still be kept as plan. thats why life is so enigmatic. enjoy.

lesson #5: even though you got the lesson, it is still not that easy to be that positive, that grateful, that good. thats okay to practice, there will be cases to face up, chances to get some skills in being a good empty cup. to filter and seize ONLY the bright side.


i dont wanna be someone who walks away so easily
our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts, we got a lot at stake
i just need to learn what i got, and what im not, and who i am
- i wont give up

menikmati 'sekarang'

nov 5, 2012. 2207

manusia itu sebaik-baiknya makhluk pembelajar. tapi ga semuanya mau belajar.
kalaupun mau, seriously, implementing the theories itu sama susahnya sama establishing the correct theories.

rumah sakit itu gudangnya pelajaran yang menohok hati, yang penuh tamparan2 implisit. dan eksplisit.
yang bisa dibilang, bodoh banget kalo dokter2 itu ga belajar menikmati, menghargai, mensyukuri hidup,
while we're dealing with births and deaths.

since we have a lil chance to live a 100 years, and it is too silly to live over our 15. we only got the chance to live our present.

banyaknya kejadian yang ngebuat gw ngerti bahwa tomorrow may not come, somehow gave me some boosts to take risk of failure. walaupun gw ga tau, in the end, i will either be able to take lesson atau justru terperangkap and i may have no hands to pull.

i may be scared of my own steps, although it is my own decision,
tapi ga ada jalan kembali.
seandainya jatuh, mau ga mau harus berdiri.

though, may God forbid.

whatever we think whats best for us, that might not.
tapi, itu gunanya doa bukan?